I am back

Its has been few months that I took myself time-off from blogging. Not that I want to quit blogging nor blog hopping; it just that the luxury time that I am lacking right now.

Its all started out when I am preparing myself to the first test for my Master Degree program. I got to prepare myself much earlier since I have left school more than 10 years ago. Otak dah berkarat maaaa and need polishing. perghhhhh ..... I never realise that I can be so determined to excell in this exam. Then, Not to mention the symposium paper that I got to submit before the test. Phewwwww ... all the sacrifie paid off. I got the symposium paper ready in time and the best part is I managed to get decent mark for the subject that is tough at this moment. The later, my symposium's paper has been accepted in the best 18 papers that will be presented in front of the CEO and Sr. Management in November. Mind you; best 18 papers out of 44 paper submission anddddddddd in our 1st attempt. Phew I am gald I did.

A lot of thing happened for the past 7 or 9 weeks ago. I missed Bilal wedding though I thought I shall be able to see her weds her macho husband. I became blur with what had happenned to Angah and her 'unsensitive" boyfriend, and now has becoming more romantic these days. I wonder how is Arena doing and her family.... ? I missed AN writing .................. hey what about Puteri. Where is she now? And Fara ....... The very person that have not stop visiting my blog. And still, encouraging me to write again, eventhough in a short line, I reckoned.

Two weeks ago I had my 2nd test and I did well in the test. Things that i thought diffucult is not really difficult at all. Thanks to my wife that understand me. Thanks to my superior that supported me in pursuing my study. They have help me in one way or another. Arc always print my assignment or my lecture notes, my boss never stop me when my friend and I discussing the subject or doing our assignment or browsing internet to find information on the subject we learnt......... wait wait wait ........ don't get me wrong, to those who have not known my working background, don't tell me I am not being ethical in the work place. My nature of job is similar to what I am studying right now, which is environment issues and the fact that being in this department, we carry our duty in accord with SAP or doing breakdown maintenance whenever its happens. Or else we just sit chat with colleague or in my case, I chat with Joe's Taggers.

Thus far, I manage to handle my study. Only recently we have some restructuring activities going on in our company. Biasa maaaaaaa bila satu CEO baru masuk mesti ada perubahan punya. The management wants to cut down some overhead and operating cost. For almost 5 weeks things had not settle down. We heard a lot of rumours only to find that the yesterday's news no longer valid in present. Not until they give black n white instruction then only we abide with the instruction. My friend who is in the same class in my Master Degree program has been transfer to another department. There are two actually that has been transfered and both of them is in my group. I don't really comfortable and I started looking for an option in Jobstreet and JobsDB. My boss noticed and advice me to stay. She reasoned that Mem Besar wants me in the department and that is why she fighted to the management not to relocate me. In addition to that I will carry the title of my boss. Well, frankly speaking i don't really bother with the title because everybody knows that I am in the same grade with my superrior. It just that she is 42 and I feel people want to honour her with that title. Me ............. as long as gaji ikut grade apa ker hal dgn title right.

I spoke to my ex boss who is leaving the company today about my situation. He said that I just should stay here untill I finish my Master Degree Program. I am still young, energetic and now the only working level engineer in my unit. That give extra advantage in the near future. According to him laaaaaaaaaa. I know I could do a lot better and with the situation the department is facing right now, I feel so disssssssappointed. I asked him why he is leaving. Well, he feels similar to what I feel and he feel he has not been rewarded well. People who have similar no. of year working experience to him from outside now been appointed as a Director and he still remain a manager. Not even close to senior manager. So I tell him that is the reason why I want to quit as well. He just smile.

arghhhhhhhhhh ....... still, I am glad I choose to further my study. At least I have new circle of friends in my class that I could scout for new oppurtunity. Bole la cuba cuba tanyakan keje. And at this moment, I reckoned, I just need to wait and see what will come to me.

Bersambung lagi nanti ................ taknak cite pasal keje lagi

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Entry ini ditulis pada 6 Oktober. Tapi pasal ambil dari draft punya entry yg konon aku nak submit jadi terkeluarla entry date 30 Ogas