In every Ringgit

In every ringgit I have it goes to:

1. RM 0.30 for taxes
2. RM 0.20 for my mortgage
3. RM 0.20 for to pay other debt including credit card
4. RM 0.08 for my helper
5. RM 0.05 for my mom
6. RM 0.05 for my kids
7. RM 0.05 for groceries
8. RM 0.05 for me and wife
9. RM 0.02 for FRIENDSS

So far, in Ramadhan

I told you I have a lot of thing to tell........ cuti blogging lama maaaaaa mesti ada banyak cite. I thought I want to make additional entry on Friday but the desktop at my office became kaput. I got to call ISM to fix the problem. I dont know when Mem Besar wants to approve my new laptop.

Ramadhan this year have been very special to me ....... at least so far. Many things has happened for the past two weeks and I kind of like it very much. First of all we have been honoured to be a host for Iftar for Joe's Tagger circle of friend. Although we feel exhausted but if we were asked to do it again, we do not have any hesitation to welcome back you people again. We really enjoyed the moment when friends are around us. Joe must be proud of how much we have bind together. From his tag we have become really good friends. We wish someday that Joe could join us, having fun meeting us face to face, chats and laught together....... Not to forget Zaidee in Canada, we always welcome you to our house. I am not going to telling story again what happend that day because I believe many of you have read from Fara, Delinn, Alangz, Angah (Ain), Ima, Zure, Sempoi. One thing for sure, myself and Arc are glad knowing this bunch of people. You just incredibly superb.

Secondly, on the late night we have iftar together with Joe's Tagger, our helper recieved a news that her father has passed away in Medan. He is very old approaching to 100 years of old. We offered to buy a return air ticket for her to visit his family and she refused to going back. In her heart she wanted to return to visit her family but she knows if she return back to Medan her mum will cry again when she wants to return back again to Kuala Lumpur. So she decided to stay and just called her family. Insyaallah we will recite yassin at surau before eid. Our surau recite yassin on daily basis to arwah after terawih. We make alm to the surau and we can submit names of arwah and the kariah will recite the yassin togetehr.

Thirdly, on the 3rd of October, Liyana turn to 4 years old. We don't really celebrate the birthday since its in the Ramadhan. Arc bought a cake for Liyana to blow the candle. Liyana don't usually likes her picture to be snapped. But she knows that day was a special even and she cooperated when Arc snap the photo. Very sweet. She has grown up and I just hoping that she will be nice to our family as she is today. We love your dear.

Last but not least ........ jengh jeng jeng. For a record. This year is the first time Arc make Hari Raya cookies. All this year we just make kuih tunjuk from the catalogue or from friends. She has one friend that likes to make cookies and cakes. She passed everything she knows to Arc so that Arc could makes the cookies of our own. She always said that for Arc I gave everything for free but for others she just shut her mouth. One reason because she knew that Arc will not make business from her recipe. Others .......... hahahaha ambik kesempatan ajer. She even lend her oven to us so that Arc could make cookies. So far so good. The taste wallllaaaaaaaa, much better than what we had bought before. I don't mind getting her an oven latter if she can make the cookies that good, and not to mention ayam singgang she made with the oven, hehehehehehe she would probably do it again to those who come to our house during Eid. This has made me love her so much.

So Far, this Ramadhan have made me happy, of course a part from knowing my helper's father passed away.

I am back

Its has been few months that I took myself time-off from blogging. Not that I want to quit blogging nor blog hopping; it just that the luxury time that I am lacking right now.

Its all started out when I am preparing myself to the first test for my Master Degree program. I got to prepare myself much earlier since I have left school more than 10 years ago. Otak dah berkarat maaaa and need polishing. perghhhhh ..... I never realise that I can be so determined to excell in this exam. Then, Not to mention the symposium paper that I got to submit before the test. Phewwwww ... all the sacrifie paid off. I got the symposium paper ready in time and the best part is I managed to get decent mark for the subject that is tough at this moment. The later, my symposium's paper has been accepted in the best 18 papers that will be presented in front of the CEO and Sr. Management in November. Mind you; best 18 papers out of 44 paper submission anddddddddd in our 1st attempt. Phew I am gald I did.

A lot of thing happened for the past 7 or 9 weeks ago. I missed Bilal wedding though I thought I shall be able to see her weds her macho husband. I became blur with what had happenned to Angah and her 'unsensitive" boyfriend, and now has becoming more romantic these days. I wonder how is Arena doing and her family.... ? I missed AN writing .................. hey what about Puteri. Where is she now? And Fara ....... The very person that have not stop visiting my blog. And still, encouraging me to write again, eventhough in a short line, I reckoned.

Two weeks ago I had my 2nd test and I did well in the test. Things that i thought diffucult is not really difficult at all. Thanks to my wife that understand me. Thanks to my superior that supported me in pursuing my study. They have help me in one way or another. Arc always print my assignment or my lecture notes, my boss never stop me when my friend and I discussing the subject or doing our assignment or browsing internet to find information on the subject we learnt......... wait wait wait ........ don't get me wrong, to those who have not known my working background, don't tell me I am not being ethical in the work place. My nature of job is similar to what I am studying right now, which is environment issues and the fact that being in this department, we carry our duty in accord with SAP or doing breakdown maintenance whenever its happens. Or else we just sit chat with colleague or in my case, I chat with Joe's Taggers.

Thus far, I manage to handle my study. Only recently we have some restructuring activities going on in our company. Biasa maaaaaaa bila satu CEO baru masuk mesti ada perubahan punya. The management wants to cut down some overhead and operating cost. For almost 5 weeks things had not settle down. We heard a lot of rumours only to find that the yesterday's news no longer valid in present. Not until they give black n white instruction then only we abide with the instruction. My friend who is in the same class in my Master Degree program has been transfer to another department. There are two actually that has been transfered and both of them is in my group. I don't really comfortable and I started looking for an option in Jobstreet and JobsDB. My boss noticed and advice me to stay. She reasoned that Mem Besar wants me in the department and that is why she fighted to the management not to relocate me. In addition to that I will carry the title of my boss. Well, frankly speaking i don't really bother with the title because everybody knows that I am in the same grade with my superrior. It just that she is 42 and I feel people want to honour her with that title. Me ............. as long as gaji ikut grade apa ker hal dgn title right.

I spoke to my ex boss who is leaving the company today about my situation. He said that I just should stay here untill I finish my Master Degree Program. I am still young, energetic and now the only working level engineer in my unit. That give extra advantage in the near future. According to him laaaaaaaaaa. I know I could do a lot better and with the situation the department is facing right now, I feel so disssssssappointed. I asked him why he is leaving. Well, he feels similar to what I feel and he feel he has not been rewarded well. People who have similar no. of year working experience to him from outside now been appointed as a Director and he still remain a manager. Not even close to senior manager. So I tell him that is the reason why I want to quit as well. He just smile.

arghhhhhhhhhh ....... still, I am glad I choose to further my study. At least I have new circle of friends in my class that I could scout for new oppurtunity. Bole la cuba cuba tanyakan keje. And at this moment, I reckoned, I just need to wait and see what will come to me.

Bersambung lagi nanti ................ taknak cite pasal keje lagi

Nota kaki

Entry ini ditulis pada 6 Oktober. Tapi pasal ambil dari draft punya entry yg konon aku nak submit jadi terkeluarla entry date 30 Ogas